This place is the only home to my exceptional thoughts, where they shine in glory without the fear of plagiarism.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

This is one more reason to keep dropping here

Witness my geeky side !!
Hey guys witness the birth of a new generation of music right here on homeless you will see a series of videos on reactable , dont wait for me to describe it click on play and be ready to be blown away !! OMFG this is just like minority report (ps if you dont know what that is try spelling ou suicide in front of the mirror.) lol just joking

Monday, November 27, 2006

Illusion


We don’t have the power of foresight says the bond. The bond within us and the bond around us, the bond which restricts our thoughts. We can say we know something only when we have an external source of reassurance. That is precisely the point of origin of this write-up. Come delve into this thought.
We can all describe the location of an element if we know the origin of system wherein the element is embedded. Here dimensions play an almost undeniable role of confusing us. Remember ‘almost’ and ‘confusing’. Almost because we may consider dimensionless entities too. Confusing because dimension may be implicit or explicit (implicit means depending on some other factor and explicit means independently valid).
Now to the point we come back (that’s so yoda!!) Consider the following situation –


The element does not exist and still we try to locate it in the system containing infinite explicit dimensions supporting exponentially increasing implicit dimensions.
Or (any one)

The element doe not exist and still we try to locate it in the system containing infinite implicit dimensions and just one explicit function that is the presence of that element.

Now,

Would you consider the system to be real if the object doesn’t/cant/will not and /or the implicit dimension will be present??

The answer is simple. The answer is the element we are trying to locate. It is present although it cannot and if you understand the core of Boolean please ignore the prefetch of knowledge in your brain.

Thing is that its all in the head and if the head is real everything else is. If you think you can comprehend and emulate the above thought please try to think of another example! Come on exemplify!!


p.s. Do you think you can locate anything if you know that the origin doesn’t exist? If everything else is relative to this point the space is just an “illusion”.

Sunday, November 19, 2006




















Sadness

A day comes when you want to hide,

Your nightmares come, and they come strong,

Your heart clambers and puzzled runs,

And all you wish is that this moment lied.



You cry and cry but tears are sad too,

They don’t come out for the fear of being true,

Your eyes don’t believe the visual brew,

But your heart knows this

A part of you has died.





Your feet give up now cemented well,

Your creative thought on death now dwell,

The rings that guarded the deeds you did

Now lost in time, when the time was swell.

As your body weeps you try to hide,

You know

A part of you has died.

Your life now moves away unsmeared,

Of the grief that besieges your wilting soul,

Your core , of emotion hard and grim,

Now must in the ocean of sadness swim

Your life now walks away to something else its tied.

You know

A part of you has died.



Logic now embarrassed again rewinds,

As I tread my brutal thought, like mines,

Your luck now fleeting and febrile.

My heart will weep when I see these lines.

You know

A part of you has died.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Be The Change You Wa

Be The Change You Want To See In The World
- M K Gandhi

If you cant be it try to outsource !!

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Scroll everyday to the end of the blog to see a new cartoon about the intrnet/blog
Enjoy !!!!!!!!!!

And........

And pain to see,
And pain to feel,
And pain ill get
tommorrow.
And so many things
We blindly follow
And all we get is
sorrow.

And guilt we prize
And guilt we yearn
And guilt we beg
and borrow.
And cuts we get
And bleed we do
And bleed from our hearts
and marrow.

And bitterness we dwell on
And bitterness we share
And everything in silence
we swallow.
And unto others we preach
And to others we teach
And none that we preach
we follow.


And so easy to prod
And so flattering to laud
And yet difficult to see beyond
the halo.
And as darker it gets
And as the person forgets
For his promises are weak
and hollow.

And the storm you see
And its not only for thee
And if you differ the oceans are
shallow.
And a smaller being
Though largely unseen
Making its nest remote like
And thats more human, yet being
a sparrow.

You need not compress
Under force , duress
The magnanimity alone
Doesnt suffice the throne.
And life's major gallow
Would have always won
And god would have neglected
Not all, but none

And you'd never see
What i'd like us to be...

And yet, And yet......

-Apurv Rai

Thursday, August 24, 2006

I have been contacted by cadbury india ltd and they told told me that this freakin piece of chocolate is fit fer consumption they say that this chocolate s some thin fuc#$%^ heat etc etc but i dont care i will be testing it and consumer courts the wy i am thinking i should go to so as of now cadbury says its not fungus but my heart still says no it might as well be any ways i am not gonna believe that this is not a manufacturing defect !! so my friends please help me win against this giant company send this page/ its news to as many as possible !!

May the force be with Us!!

Monday, August 21, 2006







This is a real incident which happened a couple of days ago in a suburb of mumbai named kalyan. I purchased a pack of cadbury's perk home pack which contains 6 bars i opened one of them and was going to take bite when i saw some thing white on the chocolate first i thought it might be a new flavour of perk but this 17 year old junior scientist's (i won gold medal in homi bhabha junior scientist competition ) brain thought otherwise and forced him to take a closer look which totally shocked him as on the chocolate was an entire colony of fungii (if you didnt know what that creepy thing in the pictures is!!). i have contacted the indian express group and cadbury and have already lodged a police complaint . lets wait and see what happens.
Ill keep you posted !!! And yes this doesnt mean youd stop eating choclates coz i still will eat my sahre of fresh unadulterated or non-alive chocolate lol!!!!!

and yes to fund this battle against cadbury do click on the ads !!!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

New short story on my other blog click here
rate it and tell me how is it

Monday, July 10, 2006

ITALY WINS WORLD CUP FINAL
Why the hell these defenders have to spoil the party fer the strikers, what say huh?
Zidane+penalty kick=Goal!! need I say more?
AZZZZZZZUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIII....................


Italy win the 2006 Football World Cup in what can be called a clincher of a shootout.
The match started with a big scare ,collision between Thiery Henry and Cannavaro and within seconds of it France got a penalty kick which is a different stor alltogether!

Then matterazzi's brilliantly headed past Barthez to define the scoreline that was to be in regular time, then a drought of goals there were close calls but all were blank calls lol.

The shootouts were action packed and all of the Italians fired on target ,well even the french players sans tre..... whatever that sob is pronounced or spelled as said by Mrs.Kher in HUM TUM" zabaan hi tedi kar deti hai"

All around a very good excuse to reach the classes late in the morning expires tomorrow , Damn they have so many stadiums I'd like to see the world cup in only one ground yeah thats more feasible in INDIA.
Cooperage !!!!!!!!! I'd like ta see the world famous coaches sitting on those dilapilated benches lol!!

Head fer the Optickarma

Saturday, July 08, 2006

superman getting a sound hearing from director when he tried to adjust the uncomfertable suit you-know-where
I Went I saw I gave it a B+

Superman returns very good results to my theory which its film-makers were testing no picture other than Return Of The Jedi of the STAR WARS league is worth the price you pay at the movie theaters
Frankly speaking the film has very little of the [super{ super ( superman ) }] should have done , and why do these hypocrite ( read superheroes) dont go the omnipresent noble prize winners or is that they know or even further recognise the " pulitzer "
Well i can only say that superman returns is as good as 2 hours spent in a spanish library when even english seems to be problem { you ' super ' writers please collaborate with sci-fi colleagues your pictures need to have more than just 'nostalgia' !
And by the way did anyone notice the planes nose was hollow man what do they take when i am sent in front of the temperatures they face my nose is as full as a bottle of jam newly opened !!!
I would have simply loved it ,had the fuselage of the airplanes had woung around superman {read during the shooting}Oh I am not being sick every one loves a disaster movie ,remember TITANIC !! oh sorry its a marvellous love story but was not intended to be . Was it director SAAAAAAB !! lol

Sunday, July 02, 2006

The Dumbest town Metroplis

I was just scrambling through the chanels during a break in the brazil vs FRANCE match when a very bold icon of india, a female said superman is great as he doesn't wear a mask! I ignored it at the first instance but later gave it a little thought what i think is that metopolis where superman is supposed to be living is the dumbest city ever concieved by humankind if they cant recognise clark kent with this handsome body and face as superman they cant distinguish between butter and cheese either ( if you just said butter and chese whats the bloody difference please , this article is not fer you) ahem yes so people at smallville well small brains = smallville population but metropolis they have to be smarter than this !!

and by the way ronaldinho had a grumbling stomach throughout the worldcup , well atleast thats what i think fer his bad sorry outrageously stinking misonomer of a performance !!

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Hi this is apurvrdx and i am proud to announce the birth of a new "e-star" well fer the starters hes my boss at english songs and i may say english on the "hole" lol but do visit his blog at www.gyanified.blogspot.com so go pay homage to this upcoming star and may be if he's gratefull enough ill be a member of his blog some day :-) !!!



WE live in constant hope !!

Friday, May 26, 2006

I Think

I Think……

I seldom dream of mountains green     
     Of oceans green and azure.
I seldom think of riches untold
     And great prizes I wish to uphold.


I think of things few others do,
     And do that in a pleasant way,
For my mind is free and very fresh
     & practicality never had its sway!


My thoughts go play in clouds all grey,
     But argue like quick silver.
And don’t retire for heaven spire
     Till they have done their best!


I think of things without shapes
     So that they come to life.
I like to see them bubbling through
     And towards reality dive!


I think of things non-existant,
     So things you mustn’t call them!
I think of ones not born yet
     But in my pen do breathe.


I think not of all things good and wise,
     The darker thoughts do spawn.
But I chuck them out with delight
     Before you can yawn!


I think of what tomorrow holds for me
     But clearly I cannot see.
I think I think of too many things
     But without them I may not be!!!

And still I Think ……


  

Wednesday, May 17, 2006


Points of Authority ~ Area 51

My own music video made by capturing in game footage from the game Area 51

SO if you want ta own it just click here Download and yes make sure none of your friends miss out on this as it will be a pity to let such a video go un noticed ! Forward the link to this page to every one you know.

And as a token of appreciation please also dwld firefox from the site i.e. if you like the video of course .well that’s all and keep visiting my site regularly and do click on the ads .

Signing off Darth Morpheus


credits:

game cam software

area 51 game makers

me :-)


Monday, May 08, 2006




Well get your mouths shut technophiles this the best and i mean it the best a gamer can deserve well if this doesnt get the gamer in you waling a war cry and getting those guns in the groove then get your self checked up by apurvrdx lol !! just the image of this monster stirrs the gamer in you go here to satiate the tech spec hungryness click here
Happy drooling readers !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Hey guys if you cant figure out the no of differences its 2, 3 or 4 now i cant be more generous than this
you just have to align the vertical coloumns horizontally to make a sentence

just find the key and search on the search bar and maybe the the hawain word for fast will help sayonara!!!

Sunday, April 30, 2006


A code you must break if you want to know a truth about me!

As the Da vinci Code's screening comes near Here's a code for
all of you to break, the secret ( atleast to my friends )
would be as great a shock as given by the book !

I m publishing a moded photo previously published on
optickarma you have to find the number of differrences
and take that value as a now take this verbal eqution:

tan ( sin inverse of root [1 by a] )= b = c divided by 8

here c is the key to the caesars square given below:


c h f & s e
b y l b y c
u q c y c n
p a y l m u
y c h h h !
u l x u c !

( arrange in 6 x 6 grid )
( the number of letters in the words [total 9 ] 1,4,1,9,1,3,4,2,6)

{c is a single digit,the * represents a word break but are not a part of the
caesar's square, the vert = horz it may help to form the sentence, the
symbols are not to be changed }

the first friend to decode will get a nasty shock and he'll
be scratching to tell this to others !

lets give another hint to you about the nature of the secret
" it happened online " " its related to me and another
entity " " you 'll be thrilled "

If you are searching for the right key words from my
search bar ie on my site you'll have very little
difficulties !

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Resurrection

How many times have you started a venture with immense gusto and then somewhere amid the gulag of excitement and adrenaline forgot the very essence of the work. I don’t want an answer but it’s what just happened to homeless it was supposed to be the home of my creativity put forward as words allying to make sentences which may purport their meaning as verse or may not. But now I say that its time for some resurrection though not demonic ;-) a complete transformation is in the pipeline. Let’s wait for the change that would culminate into a better site . amen !

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Hey 3 new photoshop creations are up on optickarma.com so go on to
click here
if you like it as a token of appreciation dowld firefox from the site!